Hope is a waking dream~

Hello,

Just wanted to post a little update as to how our cycle is going so far.

Yesterday was my trial transfer; it was minimally traumatic and went really well.

My Dr said everything looked good and we are moving on with the cycle.

That was some great news, although not unexpected.

At this point every positive is a milestone.

I met with a new nurse coordinator (apparently the old one quit last week)

And I think we are going to get along great!

I graduated to getting an official schedule, which made me giddy with glee!

My tentative retrieval date is 07/16

That means a transfer tentatively of 07/19 with a 3 day

Or 07/21 with a 5 day.

 I am ridiculously excited to get this ball rolling.

Even my nurse said, she’s never seen anyone so excited about the thought of injections.

I’m just so excited to do this.

I truly believe this is going to work for us and the prospect of a healthy pregnancy is with in my grasp.

I am traveling to visit family for the 4^th of July and will be on Lupron and starting stims at that time.

I’ve had some anxiety about traveling with drugs, but my nurse did a great job at putting me at ease.

Today we are going to the bank to notarize the IVF contract and get our certified check,

I   do not foresee the reoccurrence f a panic attack like the one I had last time, writing the check for IVF.

This time J is going with me and I feel very excited that we are doing it together.

On another note, we celebrated our 3-year anniversary this past week, with absolutely no celebrating. It was the middle of the week and my friend was in town so I spent the evening with her and some other girl friends while J went to the gym.

We are going kayaking at sunset and then having a relaxed seafood dinner on the harbor tonight.

All in all I feel great

And blessed

And excited

And hopeful

It’s a pretty damn good place to be!